I think of him all the time and know he is out of this chaos now. I’d love him back but not in the misery of addiction. I know I did all I could for him and no I don’t suppose I was ever going to be the reason he changed I hoped his 2 year old daughter may have been though. His ex stopped him seeing her I don’t think that helped him much although I understand her caution. There was lots went on he must have been so unhappy x even then he couldn’t change
