Addiction does wipe the family out. I loved him and I suppose I couldn’t bring myself to cut off completely. So he still worked and had his home thanks to me but I couldn’t see him on the streets.
I will never know if losing everything would have sorted him out or maybe he would have killed himself sooner. We do what we do with love and the best intentions but there will always be what ifs. Personally I think if his job had gone it would have finished him it was his place of happiness where he could forget everything else. I miss him with all his issues and would do anything to turn the clock back knowing what I know now x