Hi Kate, I’ve been thinking about you and your family a lot.
There’s nothing I can say to make you feel better unfortunately, they say time is a great healer.
I hope your little grandchild is a welcome distraction for you.
I wondered if you read the recent thread from Jomd123/advice and guidance. She has recently lost her brother in similar circumstances to your son. She also feels at a loss, and feels helpless.
I’m keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers.
Sending hugs
Lx ❤