So you know that roller coaster ride we all live on? Well we’ve just plummeted down to the bottom at a speed of knots! Once again my son has let us a down badly. He went to the caravan for the weekend with his girlfriend her son and his son but was too wiped out to do Jack shit! We all thought that he was trying to prove himself so he could move in with her at the end of the year. No chance of that now! It seems he used on Thursday, payday, and spent most of the weekend in bed coming down. He was also vile to her and her son on the way home in the car so she quite rightly finished it, again!! So yesterday he got to work and had a breakdown and I mean breakdown. His dad talked him into coming here to calm down and talk which he did and he stayed the night. I have never seen him cry and be as remorseful as he was yesterday. Normally it’s crying and begging for money but not this time it was different. He hasn’t asked for money although he hasn’t got any as once again he’s spent his wages. We’ve told him he will have to give up the flat and move back here. I know what you’re thinking stupid idea but yesterday he was full of regret and can’t believe how he treated his girlfriend and her son saying it was like an out of body experience. I know that’s it for her now as she’s protecting her son. He’s now on the sick from work after yesterday and he knows he could quite possibly lose his job now but I think that would be a good thing. He said this is even worse than when he lost his wife and house and his whole life has been a lie. He’s never given up when we all thought he had. He’s just lied and lied and conned people into believing he had. So now I guess we’ll be on a slow ride to the top of that rollercoaster again. By the way, my husband who’s nerves are shot away with the whole damn debacle was absolutely amazing yesterday and so strong for our son although he was dying inside. Wishing you all big love and strength hoping that you are all ok ❤
