Hi, 68862,
For weeks now I have been wondering whether to write on here, it’s so hard to admit things sometimes and I know people don’t judge at all, it’s just hard.
My Son has also relapsed the last month, and what a change, back to the lying, no money, lost weight, and his temper was absolutely vile. I told him that I couldn’t live that life again and I won’t. He got himself a new girlfriend, thankfully she doesn’t do drugs or anything, but he goes in all guns blazing, just focusses on her and that’s it, I know this is part of the addiction, but it’s awful to watch.
He did admit to me yesterday that he had been doing it again. Last night he cooked the tea, then went on a meeting, which he knows really helps, he said that after 20 mins he realised that the meetings were what he needs.
I hope that he can start again and just go day by day and see that recovery is a better place to be.
Like you I thank god that we have Adfam to come too.
Thinking of everyone, take care.
Dx