Hi Halo I’m sorry about your son and your story is all too familiar. How you were is how my husband has been. He struggles terribly with the fact his son is a drug addict, they were quite close when he was younger. I’m glad you’ve got strategies in place I just wish there was one big fix for all of them. I too am strong but sometimes I lose my shit because he doesn’t seem to care about the sacrifices we’ve made for him emotionally and financially until he has a massive breakdown like he did last week. My son has lost all his friends, his marriage and home and only has me his dad and his girlfriend close to him so we are the ones who hurt the most when he relapses like he did 2 weeks ago. Even having his son who is 3 now didn’t stop him. I don’t know where it will all end maybe the beta blockers will help but we’ll still be here as always picking up the pieces because he’s our son. Stay strong x
