Jem I’m sorry to read this.
You’ve had a tough time.of it .I think as humans we u underestimate how.much we can cope with just hang in there.
Tpu did make me laugh about his key worker and the wine gum comment!
It’s so true sometimes it’s so frustrating when the people helping them have absolutely no clue what’s so ever.
What kate said resonated with me we do these things because we love out sons and we wld never forgive ourselves if we didnt support and love them.
This forum is great to let off steam like u jem I go through phases of not writing g as like u I find it too hard and depressing but I do think of u all all the time.
So praying we all find inner strength I know my position has changed and alot better so u shld be counting my blessings.