Hi All,
I for one am fed up to the back teeth of bloody Addiction, it brings nothing but heartbreak and stress. I know it’s an illness, but I also think it’s about making choices too.
I get told all the time that “I don’t understand”, of course I don’t, but I do try and support him the best I can, but last night cold stone sober and no drugs he was vile and I am not being spoken to like that by anyone, and today he expects me to be normal and asks what’s wrong, I really don’t know if I can do this anymore, as you all know it’s very wearing.
I should be enjoying life not thinking can I go out and leave him on his own, it’s pathetic.
Sorry to rant, but I know this is the place that I can and won’t be judged because you all understand.
Like others have said it is hard sometimes to sit down and write on here, but thank god we have Adfam.
Take care everyone.
Dx