I’m sorry you are going through this . And this is going to seem harsh what I say but as the poster above said – Run .. for the hills . You can’t build a future with someone who’s wrapped up in this and if you do the rapid ageing will be effecting you too .. you know you won’t be able to trust him and it sounds like he’s no where near the point of being himself get off the stuff or booze. Why put yourself through all that – you deserve so much more you don’t need to settle. Please consider – because if you get further down the line marriage and then kids – it gets really tricky and heartbreaking ( I know this ) much love , sending strength xxxx
