My advice would be to walk away
I hate to say it but no matter how much support you give her; addiction is bigger than anything you have to offer
If you leave and she sorts herself out that’s great; but in reality you will spend years being her financial and emotional punchbag until you are drained and your relationship implodes
Live your life
Don’t feel guilty the addiction was there before you and it will unfortunately be there for life
The lies
The disappearing
It’s all so text book and so distressing
The rant is what we all have done looking for answers In The chaos searching for the truth and that my friend you will never find out no matter how much you cry beg or dig
You will just drive yourself mad
You don’t have anything to prove but you definitely deserve to be happy and live a calm and honest life xx