Debc interestingly I looked today at AA meetings for me to go to…just thought it may help me understand things a bit more.
My son told me today I’m always negative and he hates being round negativity….what a joke I’m only.like this coz of him!
He is negativity personified!!
He is on his way home and I’m out tonight to see friends so I wont have to see what state hes in when he gets home.
Hes started to do that thing alcoholics do to kid themselves they dont drink much by buying lots of small bottles…so pathetic…sorry but every part of his addiction winds me up. It’s the self pity … but he has so much ..and yet some people have real struggles with disability and disease etc. I just want to shake some sense I to him but sadly we all know that doesnt work.
Anyway rant over. Off to write a gratitude list!!
Let’s stay strong and hope all have peaceful evenings.x