Reply To: I hate cocaine

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themidgetgem
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So I’m living with my husband . He’s a cocaine addict , for the last four years I’ve waited for him to change whilst he has treated me very badly . Sold my belongings, cheated with my neighbour . Ruined our home , financially and mentally abused me . But I’ve stayed because prior to 2018 I had a lovely husband for 18 long years then the cocaine came around . I left in 2019 and then returned again after a year as he had ruined our family home . I’ve tried to fix it but he has no respect for me our home or himself !
I genuinely don’t think he ever will . If I can give any advice at all go and leave him I’ve wasted 4 years of my life waiting and it’s just got worse what do we do wait another 4,5,8 years …. We could have moved on and had a happy life elsewhere.
I’ve applied for a house and hopefully will be out after Christmas I’m terrified . I scared of being alone , starting again with nothing and leaving my home . I’m scared of him moving on and changing for someone else but couldn t for me . We have been together since we were 15 we are now 4 kids later and aged 41 . I’ve sore t most of my life with him

it hurts it really does but we have to do what’s best for us not them they will never change the drugs always win

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