Hi all
- im so sad in reading and catching up on this thread. I’ve been thinking of you all but needed to have time to process that I left my addicted husband. It all got too much I was so unwell and he lied so many times that I had to leave. It’s been nearly 8 months of separation, all though very sad, upsetting I’ve become a better person, my health is improving slowly.
im now going through divorce and he has made out it’s my fault, im uncaring I didnt love him if I did I would be there unconditionally!!!
I’ve grown stronger through this, my therapist family and friends have all supported me through this decision. My decision for me. I know that I did my best over the years but the devil won him every time. My love was not enough.
im feeling better and stronger everyday. Yes it still hurts and probably will for the rest of my life but at least i will have a life. As I choose to live it.
in hoped and prayed my leaving would have helped him realise what he was losing but for the final time of leaving proved that he was never going to change.
i send you all my love, Please put yourselves first. Thinking of you all.
its been the hardest decision of my life
xxx