Sorry to hear that you’re struggling. It’s tough.. really tough but at least you know that you can do it and as you say, use this experience to help you in the future. Anxiety has led me to many a relapse in the past but this time it’s the low mood/zero motivation that overwhelms me.
Are you back to taking it daily? I’m still using sporadically but really want to reach a point of abstinence (the fear and guilt I have around codeine is horrendous). That said, in all honesty it’s just not going to happen in the foreseeable future.
Here’s hoping we’ll get there eventually 💕