Thanks ladies for your responses.
I am devastated to be back in this horrid world ..so my son is missing so I am worried sick..I k ow deep down that he will turn up like a dirty penny after putting g us through hell but i still cant help bit worry. My husband is on the brink of moving out and i dont blame him.
I hate my son and love him in equal measure.
I have done nothing to deserve this way of life …none of us have.
I wldnt wish this on anyone…I just want happiness and peace.
My love and support to all of u xxx