Thank you so much for your reply James , yes i think your right he is still with the 22 year old girl and have been told he has beat her up on a few occasions over the last few weeks , police and social services been involved so i think i have dogged a thousand bullets and thank my lucky stars that i am out of it, I have also heard that he is on swinging websites while with her and cheating on her constantly, i knew his addiction was getting bad thats why i asked him to leave, but he has never beaten me up like that although he had a bad temper ive been told he has been non stop sniffing and drinking it just breaks my heart because ive know him for 15 years and this is the worst i have ever known him to be , he blamed me for throwing him out but there was no way i was going to stay knowing he cheated with a woman half our ages. He turned horrible vile in the end , its been 3 weeks where i havent heard or seen him although i had a voicemail left last week from his number he didnt say anything on the voicemail though. Its been 7 months nearly that we havent been together properly and i am starting to heal but i must say it is very hard. I just wonder if the cocaine has totally ruined his brain now the young girl seems to do the drugs with him also. I beleive he will stay with this girl as he has no one else to turn to now, it is very sad. Thank you for taking the time to respond to me sending love also and hope you are still doing wel and keeping strong , this really does help people so i appreciate you taking the time it means a lot – take care
