Thanks for all your support.
I think when we say its waring g thin we all know it’s an understatement. I’m sure all our nerves are shattered.
I just dont know if it will ever get better..I feel personally ike we flit from utter chaos to just chaos.
Im Demoralised (putting it mildly) by the fact even off substances that my son is frankly still a nightmare.
A never ending nightmare of abuse.
Sometimes when the term disease is used I despair..who labelled this self inflicted problem as a.disease.?
All i can see that label serves to do is give afficts the right to feel sorry for themselves…a disease is something ypu cant control.
By giving an addict this excuse gives them the green light to use it as a label to continue.
I’m sorry but my son is doing the minimum ..an occasional visit to AA is what weve seen so far hence the agitation and aggression as I’m sure hes craving.
He has ruined the last 6 christmases and now hes ruining it for his younger brother.
Sorry guys I thoroughly dislike my son at the moment and am sick of the pain hes causing the rest of us.
I am struggling as I just never feel happy.