It makes me so angry to see what your loved ones are doing to you. I had the same for years. Much as I love and miss my son he is away from those dealers that encouraged his addiction. Our lives have been made hell and I wish somehow I could help you all but love binds and traps us. I hope you all have the best Christmas you can and us without my son. Christmas was never straight forward though I know he tried. My thoughts are with you xx stay strong look after you
