Hi everyone
Hope you all manage to get though Christmas Day and Boxing Day
My son is still with me at my home and he has been ok I’ve hardly left him in over 7 weeks now
He’s helped me cook and joined in with the family having meals and playing cards and sipping cola
I wish I knew what was going on in his head
And how im going to get him to be on his own in his own house and working
His counsellor has funding for into the new year so im pinning my hopes on that
A 49 year old really shouldn’t be with his mum but it’s better that the binge drinking and wrecking his home
And ending up in hospital again
But I do feel im being held hostage by him
Is it selfish to want a life a holiday a relationship with my partner
Take care of yourselves finger crossed for a better new year for us all
X Joanie