Thanks Joanie – I’m really struggling at the moment. He’s demonised me so much I dont even like myself anymore. His girlfriend just wants him with her, so she constantly puts me down to him – they’ve left now. And weirdly I have lost my phone so he cant contact me, maybe that’s meant to be.
All I hear in my head is “get therapy” or you’re a “terrible mother”. While he is on Ket.
I’m not a saint, just a single parent, a teaching assistant. I dont drink or have different men coming or going – I’m just a quiet person living a normal life – until he started with drugs.
I’ve not slept all night, especially because I dont have my phone but I’m going to leave them to it and just get on with my daily routine.