Joanie I’ve been thinking about you and your situation with your son. It’s so hard when you being there keeps him stable. You are giving up
So much to support him and if you go home you will be worrying about what is happening without you there.
You may have mentioned this, but is there any way he could move closer to where you live so at least you can be in your house but still keep an eye on your son? I know it’s not that simple.
The lack of funding for counselling and rehab is a big thing for all of us stuck in this situation. We can’t solve any of this and our sons probably can’t either without the right support.
If you want to be at home you should be able to do that without feeling guilty.
Have you had any counselling with someone who understands addiction?