Hi Jem
Thanks for relying
His work keeps him here
Although he’s hardly been working for the past 12 months
He works for the government so obviously they support him
Baby him I think
And he is still on full pay
The likely hood of him getting another job is slim
With his track record of sickness
Plus the pay is good
But he works from home so no company
I don’t want to move here as I hate it
I have family and friends where I live and not ready to give them up
Although they think I have because they don’t understand
I haven’t had any proper counselling
Had some relaxation therapy which was useless really
I am ok
Covid has just made things impossible
I’m trying to get him engaging in some out of the house activities
I feel like he’s is 4 and I’m trying to organise play dates
He has no friends
This all sounds very negative sorry
I’m just trapped
I don’t even enjoy his company I feel suspicious and wary of him
Love Joanie xx