I can’t understand the need for drugs but I can understand the addiction don’t know why can go on blaming everyone else and everything I take a big step back now I haven’t the energy because once you understand the cycles nothing changes at one point I was banging on drug dealers houses in a really rough part of the city 2 3 4 in the morning like a loon ball trying to get her home now I can understand you’ve got to let them come to you
