Hi Nanny ger
Your post sounded so sad
We are all at different stages of what we can deal with
I can image how sad it must be to finally end the relationship with your son albeit
With the understanding the door is open
I’ve been listening to Gabon Mate on you tube
I’m even more depressed now
I really get his take on things but I’m not sure if it’s helpful
I’m still with my son we are at my house but going back to his tomorrow
He’s not drinking and behaving pretty normal
But my god it’s hard work
My partner and I are rowing most of the time it’s so difficult I think he’s jealous of my son
And resents my spending time with him
And I’m lost in it all
Take care of yourself
Love Joanie xx