Jem isnt it hard when ypur get that little piece of normality only to be thrown back into the lions den of addiction.
Februarymarie so sad too when you see other families members who are functioning as it feels.like life is so cruel to have been dealt the card we have.
Nannyger you have been so strong.
We have had the usual crap with my son and I’m pretty certain I have PTSD I wake in the night with a fright thinking of him in various situations.
I’ve managed to find a place that’s for homeless addicts which offers rehabilitation and within a week of my call they have accepted my son. His benefits will cover the cost of it.
However he turned up to meet them on friday and had to be breathalysed and he blew numbers as he had a drink that morning.
So he needs to be sober and clean on Wednesday.
He seemed keen on going but I’m worried if hes committed enough.
He may not get another chance
I had breathed a sigh of relief but he got drunk.last night and we had missed calls at 1.30am…I switched my phone off as it’s too.much. hes been constantly asking for money which again is relentless.
Keep strong everyone I think of you all. Xx