My update????
I received a text from him New Year’s Eve asking if I wanted to go to a local pub we use to go in together! I was really shocked, I knew for a fact he wouldn’t do coke with me there! Anyway we arrived sat down chatting he seemed uneasy definitely not himself! At one point he said I was being really loud, bearing in mind it was New Year’s Eve and we r both loud people, He would never say your being to loud! Mind you I am bipolar???? came to end of the night and he was like ok ready rushed to he’s, wouldn’t put any lights on got me a blanket for the sofa and hurried upstairs! I was really sad, thought we was gonna have a chat but nope???? It turned out he hadn’t done any coke and he was agitated and restless, is it wrong to say I was happy in the sense he didn’t do it with me, like he had some respect???? Since then he’s been going out all weekend! I had to make the biggest decision which is crippling me, no contact! This means that I don’t get to see my beautiful girls! Dollie and Rosie my Jack Russels ????The can’t live with me because I’m at mums and she has a rescue Staffy Ruby, who is so loving to people but not to other dogs! We even tried behaviour therapy for, but didn’t work! I can’t watch him ruin his world, he’s well known lots of friends, but he’s slowly loosing everyone and everything, heart breaking! ???? Any positives or negatives would help.