Lorraine your story is exactly the same as mine. My partner knew he was losing me because I couldn’t cope with the drinking anymore he had no interest in anything else . Like you I spoke to him that morning and he promised hed get help . I found him dead on the kitchen floor at lunchtime. I have been through the same thoughts , why didnt I stay with him, why didnt I spend more time with him instead he died alone. Unfortunately we cant predict what’s going to happen. I’ve read through loads of posts here and I have gotten comfort that so many people have gone through the same and I’ve come to realise once drink takes a person over theres really nothing you can do for them if they dont want help. Take care of yourself and know your not alone in your regrets we’ve all been there x
