thankyou kate60
its just so sad he was such a wonderful caring man but as you said he didnt care about anything on the end id be out for work for 13 hours and he hadnt even let my dog out or fed her he no concept of time just drank and slept.
i stayed off work for a month to try and stop him from buying vodka but he always found a excuse to go out coming back drunk.
i nearly lost my job so had to go back leaving him to drink vodka morning noon and night. i feel so sorry for anyone going through this its such a horrible illness x
thankyou for everyones posts its really helping me to come to terms with my loss xxx