I’m so sorry you are going through this. I would be frozen too. I can tell ya ll had. Real love & that’s sad I’m feeling the same but at a loss bc I know this is an uphill battle. I have said “I miss you “ & he says he misses me too. It’s just I know this is also a disease.
I really feel for you. I freeze too. Prayers for you & your healing more..each day.