Hi to all! I lost my partner almost 4 years ago in a accident caused by his alcohol addiction
I was and i am sometimes overwhelmed by emotions and feeling of guilty ‘cos at the time i didn’t understand what addiction is…i treated him as he had not enough will…i was angry at him ‘cos he betrayed all his promises to stop drinking!
He was a funny cheerful nice kind loving soul…i miss him all the time! I didn’t understand he was fighting his demons and he had a deep pain inside that i understimated….i’m paying the worst price: i losed him! And it’s a terribile void inside and outside..
I’m glad i finally find this forum…i see by your posts that you share with me emotions and pain…thanks to listen me, english is not my language…love and peace Roxi