Hi all,
Sorry February Marie and Jem that you are going through such awful times at the moment.
I have been keeping up to date with this thread, and praying that one day we will be able to write something positive.
Lindyloo, I hope your Son is still doing well and Bump your Son is as well.
Sadly my Mum passed away at the end of January and as you can imagine it has been a very upsetting time. My Son was close to his Nan, but since she has passed I think he has gone into overdrive, he has been unbearable at times, drinking, taking drugs and just having no respect for how I was feeling, his behaviour really shocked me to be honest. He has also been seeing another woman, which never ends well, and now that has ended, I hope he realises that he needs to love himself first, watch this space. He did go to a meeting last week, but sometimes I think that’s just to say to me that he’s doing something.
I have come home from work tonight and he was cleaning the kitchen and cooked the tea, small steps, but I’ll take that for today.
As you all know it is all very wearing at times and I wish I could flick a switch and make it all stop.
Thinking of everyone on here.
Take care.
Dx