Hi Mammyessex, thank you for nice words. I too, have lived with an alcoholic husband (my alcoholic son’s father). It is a very difficult situation. I tried covering it up constantly so my kids wouldn’t see it, which unfortunately was enabling for him. And kids are smart, they see things.
The advice we give each other really is the same for you. Learn how to focus on yourself and your life too. Addiction swallows up everything and your mom, so you probably already don’t have much time for yourself. But try, you matter too. ♥️