Hi Joanie- I’m really glad you are home. I’m sure your home is much more of a comfort zone than your son’s place. It’s terrible that your brain can’t rest in either place. When you’re with him you feel trapped, and when you’re home, you’re worrying about him. In the end though, his sobriety is his responsibility.
You are a good, loving mother and I hope your son sees the sacrifices you have made for his sake. I hope you can energize yourself with your family, friends and home environment. Hugs to you! ????