Hi February Marie, I’ve been thinking about you and your son.
I’m glad that your spending time together with each other, no matter how hard it is.
You’re doing everything you can to support him, telling him he’s loved, feeding him.
I remember the last time my son relapsed, it was a real bad one. I’ve never seen him so bad, he asked me to bring beer as he needed to taper. I felt bad at first, but I understand a bit more about alcoholism and how they need to do this.
Fortunately for him, this was the beginning of his recovery. He had a real fright. He said, he needed to feel loved, had no energy, but as we were supplying his food daily- it built up strength gradually.
It’s so hard for them February Marie, and difficult for us to understand what they’re going through. They have to face their demons without drink, it’s a scary time for them. This is when they need to be so strong.
It was at this point my son started his AA and CA meetings again. The support from these guys is fantastic.
I hope and pray that your son finds this inner strength to fight this battle. Please look after yourself too my friend. I keep us all here in my daily thoughts and prayers.
Sending you much love ❤️
Lx