Lindyloo- I’m encouraged to hear that your son saw the light with his bad relapse and started the process for his recovery. I do pray my son will do the same. He’s so up and down every day. Last night was the weird texts to the family, but at least now I know and just sort blew it off rather than let it get to me the way I used to.
Kate1- thank you for reminders to just love him. After all you’ve been through, I’ve really been listening to the things you say and I am in a place to just try and love him and let some of the anger go. You’re right about the choices and the outcome and that outcome could be that he doesn’t survive this. I need to love him so that no matter what happens to him, he will know that he is very loved by me.
I pray for a miracle. Sometimes I feel like I’m grieving him like he’s gone, because that’s how it feels sometimes and it’s hard to have hope, but I must because it’s all that I can do- and prayer of course.
Love to you both. ❤️