Hi halo
That numbness is awful
You have looked after your son while he was young fed him clothed him kept him
Safe and now he has free will to do as he wants
Poor choices are a theme with addicts
I use to think think my son just wanted to destroy himself he was self harming by neglect
risky behaviour he had complete disregard for his safety
Nothing he did made any sense like you
I would go over all the things he done it’s like Groundhog Day
I wish I had answers to help
I don’t think think my reaction to problem was right
It has to come from the addict to want change
I hope things get better for you and your son
Remember to look after yourself
X x