I’m no where near there but I’m here . You guys are the victims that’s what makes me feel the worst . Just know that you cannot control this issue but you must talk to people that have been there don’t isolate . My main personally is that I have no friends no other outlook.. I lost it all.. it’s hard to find a friend at 37 honestly . Lol . And that my Achilles heal . Why bother to improve when noone cares about it or there’s no place to go to celebrate. That’s fucking hard . But I can’t die knowing I gave up
