Hi , im so sorry ???? my son 32 has a massive weed coccaine problem , he’s had failed relationships due to his paranoia and disgusting Verbal abuse , he is very aggressive and has broken several things smashed doors etc ,, his temper has always been a problem from the age of about 12 , toward siblings , his outburst are utterly vile and heartbreaking ,, I have had to tell him to go , he had an argument with his sister that escalated , he doesn’t seem to be able to argue without abuse and taking it way to far , abuse and threats in front of anyone he doesn’t care , he is in Denial of his coke problem but acknowledged his cannabis problem , I’m worried sick now and terrified il loose him , my husband of 33 years completed suicide 7 years ago we have 5 children altogether all adult now , I’m so scared he will do the same , statistically he is a high risk now anyway let alone me throwing him out ????, I cannot tolerate it anymore I’m broken ,, he can be so loving but his outburst are awful I feel so ashamed I just am beside myself ,