It’s a shame that more than one of us feel the same pain but thank goodness that this forum exists to make us realise that we arnt alone and we arnt bad people.
It can happen to any family.
I dont think I will ever get over the pain we have gone through and the fact my son seems mentally changed forever.
I have no relationship now with my son on the rare occasions we speak he ends up erupting over something then blocking me for weeks. The last time all I did was ask how he was doing….his paranoia kicked in and he accused me of spying g on him.
Very sad. U had no choice to kick him out which he hates me for but I know that I did right by my ten year old which counts.