Very hearthbreaking and painful Barbaram
Yes the same for me…i treated him as he didn’t want to stop, as he had lack of willpower and i reacted with anger…and when he died i blamed myself for not understand, i felt guilty…
But now i know that we did what we can….i read the experiences of other women in this forum and in others! You can’t save someone from this horrible desease…they have to save themself! We did what we could…
So good you want to be a better person…it’s the right thing to do!
A warm hug Roxi