Thank you for your kind words. It has helped reading everyone’s comments. I know I have to be strong and not give anymore, you never think this would happen to you. That your child could do this. I find that my son is on my mind from the minute I get in bed and my first thought when I wake up. I need to stop this and concentrate on myself. It doesn’t help I live alone so don’t have anyone to share this with. My partner died young and I have never remarried.
