Fed up mom- it is really shocking. I think we all have that problem of thinking of them constantly. The sad part is that it changes nothing with them, and makes us stressed out. I’m sorry that you’re alone in all this. I don’t know if you’re interested, but I see a counselor and I find it so helpful. I have a husband- he is not the father of my children and it’s very easy for him to disconnect from it, so I actually feel alone sometimes too. Being alone is all the more reason to take care of yourself.
And hopefully this forum will help you not feel so alone. Honestly, even friends and family members if they are there for us, really don’t understand the insanity and pain of this all..