Hi all
We all know what we should do
Putting it into practise is a whole different thing
I sometimes think they are testing our love to see how far they can push it
I held my sons hand for the best part of 12 months
But he is the one that has had to deal with his demons
It really is baby steps
Counselling anti depressants joining groups me feeding him good food
Doing his washing and cleaning
Until I could let go and he has managed to fly
It’s nearly done for me and my relationships and my other son
How I got through it I don’t know
And it’s still fragile but I know I couldn’t do anymore than I’ve done
I love him and it’s nearly unconditional
I’m recovering from skin cancer which I should have had seen sooner
I’m so exhausted it’s all ok but the healing is taking time and I think I’m depressed so I urge you all to look after yourselves
Love and prayers
Joanie b