Hi Bump22
I really understand what you mean about being frightened to say they are doing well or it’s been X amount of time
We know how fragile the sober times are
I still get that feeling in the pit of my stomach if my son is late phoning or doesn’t answer his phone straight away
All the flash backs come rolling in
I think I am done with the craziness as I’ve made myself so ill with it all
I am treating myself with care now
My leg is finally healing but it’s very slow after the skin cancer removal
And the skin graft
I have lots of regrets about the way I handled things with my son
I know how manipulative he is
And I get what’s been said about an addiction being a choice
I did my best and I am proud of him doing his best now too
Just all be aware of the toll it takes on us
Love and hugs to all
Joanie b x x