Hi Februarymarie
I’m so sorry I wonder how much more any of us can take
I pretty sure all of us on this site would want you to share your what ever is going on in your life
Alcohol addition is a terrible thing
It’s so cheap and available 24/7
I hope your sister is able to talk to you your insight into it may help her
Your body and mind can only take so much it’s not surprising your not well
I know from experience and I’m still struggling with illness
I am taking pills to help me sleep
Please see your dr if you can
I do pray for all of us
Much love
Joanie x x