I am not a user but someone who was abused staying with a user. He was the most politest man I had ever known. But was also a fun drunk . All his friends did cocaine and he did not think he had any problem. Until one day i confronted him about spending time with his ex – did not know how to react and strangulated me. He called off the relationship as he didnt think i was bringing best in him . Its now i realise all his lies of i snort once a while was not true and it was most of the time. It was not me not bringing the best out of him . It was the coke doing its magic.
I am trying to highlight the road between being a fun drunk to being an abuser or something else is so slippery with this drug. Get all the help you can get before you and people around you are destroyed.