<p style=”text-align: left;”>Oh god how to you cope.i have a husband who’s not only a cocaine addict but can’t go a day without a drink and hes a narcissus. I’m drained, emotionally, mentally everything. I’m fed up with the lies,with the turning it on me,to the lies about money. I actually feel so lonely. I’m just worked 6 days straight and I’m working tomorrow .came home today, hes in a foul mood, I try to hold my own but god its hard.ive come home to house thats not been cleaned or washing done, so obviously I’ve had to do all that I’m knackered, but according to him I don’t work and I’m fat and idol.im a size 12, 5*3. He’s so nasty I hate him and I actually wish him dead too. For mine and the kids sanity x</p>
