Hi Kittycat23 and everyone else.
Day 31
In all honesty it’s not easy and I knew it wouldn’t be, mornings are still like turning a light on and all my emotions crash back into my head and then I settle down – very scary.
I’ve always suffered from anexity so fighting this is a rollercoaster I keep telling myself 40 years of Co Codamol taking it everyday is going to mess you up, and it has, my stomach is still turning and churning but my head is better.
BUT when you realise other people are having the fight and some are far worse it makes you more determined to actually do it for them as much as doing it for me.
I don’t know you guys but I actually “do” in a strange way because it’s a journey and I want to finish it and end up feeling like ‘me’ my old self.
Please message talk and stay safe ????
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