Hi lozzy80
sorry for not getting g back earlier, it’s been a short couple of days…..well I’m still here hoping to get through Christmas I think he lying to the guys at rehab (online) as I know he used before his session. He tells me how lucky he is to have my support. I’m fading, I’m not well and I just want to go to sleep and not wake up so so I don’t have to keep going through this.
im so lucky to have such great family and friends to support me so Iam very lucky, and that’s why I keep going.
some questions
why do we keep putting ourselves through this ?
why do we keep trying?
how long do we put up with this?
I was told the other day that he needs 7 days 24 hours with me……. I don’t think this will work, what happens after 7 days, what happens when we row, what happens when the pressure of works happens, how do they put coping skills into process when they have had 24hr 7 day a week support. Will things be ok. I don’t think so. Now it’s mental health issues that he needs to overcome as it’s not the drug!!!! FFS when do they stop lying to themselves. If they can’t/ don’t want to give up then let us go. Don’t make us feel guilty.
sorry I’m angry and just want this year over with. I’m so sad.
take care everyone
navy xxxx