Hello
i just need to vent:-
im so upset I just wanted a nice Christmas Eve time spent together having food and watching a movie.
he hasn’t seen me all day. I tried to get him to come and have lunch with me but he was tired!!! Then was feeling unwell, I got angry so now it’s all my fault he has retreated to his room and I’m in mine. I feel that he wants to argue to get away from me I feel that the rehab is not working and the devil has won again!! His actions are as before hiding away from me as I can see the signs.
i don’t want Christmas Day to come. I don’t want to have breakfast with him, open any presents or cook lunch. I want to run away and hide and pretend Christmas is not here.
thank you for letting me rant.
hope everyone on here stays strong for their. Children
lots of love
navy xx